Ever had a moment when you feel like you are on top of the world and nobody cane take you down? I have! I love it! Ever have that moment where someone takes that prior moment and rips the carpet out from under you? Yeah I had that too! So, I got a job back in September! Yay! It was at Quiznos I made sandwiches! I loved my job! I loved my coworkers! I loved making money and making plans for school and moving out finally!! Then... Well... Then it all hit a wall. Shortly after New Years I was informed that I would no longer have a job. Quiznos was closing. Basically I made this face O.O and then this face :( then finally this face >,.< yeah not a happy time for me. Suddenly my dreams of going to school and moving out flew out the window and over the flipping rainbow! So here I am... In a small town that I spent 3 years begging for a job in... Once again begging for a job. Awesome. *sigh* At least I have gas money for now. I was just crushed to have found something that I loved and could claim as mine so quickly ripped from my hands! That feeling sucks! I loved my life finally! I tried to stay positive while working for the last few days with them saying "just say the word and we will give you a great reference for a job interview!" I was happy they wanted to help and grateful they are soo willing to say nice things about me, but, in reality I don't care. I don't want a reference. I don't want someone to say nice things about me to whoever I am interviewing with. I want that one thing that made me feel awesome! I want that place that I felt excited to go to! I want the reason to wake up and get dressed! I just want my job back! :(
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
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