Smoke Signals

Life Sucks. That's all there really is to it. At my age I should be doing at least one if not all of the following: 1. Working 2. Going to school 3. Dating 4. Not living with mom 5. Socializing/Living. I'm not doing anything cause I am stuck in this crappy situation that I can't seem to get to improve!! Plus to add to the awesomeness that is my life my mom found out today that she tested positive for lupus!! Seriously... Did that really have to happen. I swear I honestly feel like at this point God has completely forgotten about me... Like he turned the trial switch up on my life then went to make a sandwich and forgot me! I need help!! I am hoarse from calling for help! I am drowning!