Vow

The only way you will ever be truly happy when you think of me will be the day you find me lying in a ditch having finally given up trying to keep my footing in life. I will have been broken hearted and alone, taking my last forced breath. I will have given you what you have always wanted from me... My broken spirit. I promise you, if it takes everything that I have in me, everything that I am.... you will NEVER be happy when your mind leads you to me!